shut my mouth

oh__thehorror @ 2004-07-05T09:08:00

2004-07-05T13:13:34Z

im up early, i hate to always be the first person awake.
yesterday was alright. i hate the fourth of july. my ears are too sensitive for fireworks, so josh and i went bowling. then we drank with mike rubin, and watched trading spaces all night. it cant get much better than that.

oh__thehorror @ 2004-01-06T06:50:00

2004-01-06T11:53:05Z

attention

new screen name: she says arrr (thats arrr with three r's)

new e-mail: shesaysarrr@hotmail.com (not that anyone writes me e-mail)

new lj: brookeisdead; add it if you want, dont add it if you dont want, it wont break my heart, i promise.

just because i got bored with the others.

january fifth, 2004.

2004-01-05T23:11:05Z

i woke up this morning and i was like,

proof that i really planned to go to school. yes this is what i look like at 6:30 am everyday.

ive got buck pride, yes i do. woo woo.

people like to write on the bleachers in the gym, but usually the writing says stuff like 'baby gurl + big juice 4 eva' or something.

i get really bored in p.e.

after school, i came home and picked up my mom to go to sloan's. however, i drove around forever and couldnt find it because i forgot to bring the directions with me :-\ i was so sad that my mom sympathized and we went to coldstone instead. no color changing bathroom doors, but thats alright.
after ice cream, we went

guess who else goes bowling every monday?!?!?!

yeah thats me looking like an idiot because i dont know how to throw a bowling ball when im sober.

this ones for brad

and after bowling, we went to blockbuster and rented pirates of the caribbean (big surprise). now a friend of hers is coming over so we can all watch the lovely johnny depp TRY to be as swell of a pirate as me.

also: HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE JEW, AIMEE RITTER!!!!! -- <3hitler

and josh warren: i absolutely love my pirate!!!!!! thank you so much, hes so cute :-)

oh__thehorror @ 2004-01-04T18:45:00

2004-01-05T00:00:03Z

my day was spent in delray with the lovely jon davis...

we went to the beach to get tans. i was practically glow-in-the-dark since i havent seen daylight since like july. the two hours we spent there were so nice and relaxing that i concluded that i must visit the beach more often.

aww

me, trying to get a tan. [also, the most unflattering photo of me ever taken]

jon got the great idea to go in the water, although it was like 70 degrees and ended up freezing. good job genius.

this picture doesnt capture half of this guy's beauty. its only the back view. i didnt get the hot, soccer playing, speedo wearing front.

i hate my stupid sticking out hipbones

i thought that i couldnt get a sunburn. after i got out of the shower, i realized i was wrong.

ihadanamazingdaythankyou

oh__thehorror @ 2004-01-03T22:47:00

2004-01-04T04:09:26Z

our first stop was boomers

i played the virtual skateboarding game

im really getting into it now (notice the sexy man behind me)

hollis got a back view

and then i took a picture of hollis taking a picture

i got her to play skeeball so i could take something interesting too

i saw a pirate game and i had to play it. too bad it was out of order :-\

so i tried my luck on the slots...

...while hollis shot up

we won 37 tickets and used some of them to buy tattoos of guitars and frogs, army men, and these awesome bracelets

and then we went to see cheaper by the dozen...

...at palace

we got our tickets and went inside, but has alot of time to kill before the movie began

so hollis stuffed her face full of popcorn...

...and i drank my diet coke

the movie was hilarious, and hilary duff was beautiful by the way...

...but not nearly as hot as us

...and that was my night.

tomorrow im hanging out with jon and we're going to the beach and i will take lots and lots of pictures <3

oh__thehorror @ 2004-01-02T12:05:00

2004-01-02T17:09:08Z

omg im going crazy
where is that ice cream place with the color changing bathroom doors? i know its in west palm, but i dont know how to get there and i want to go there this weekend so badly.
someone help!!

ps: do that if youre bored and lurking lj

- I ____ brooke.
- ______ annoys me about brooke.
- brooke is ____.
- brooke thinks a lot about _______.
- When I think of _________, I think of brooke.
- If I were alone in a room with brooke, I would _______.
- brooke looks ______.
- brooke seems ______.
- brooke needs ______.
- I want to ____________ brooke.
- If I could describe brooke in one word: _______.
- brooke is cooler than ___________.
- brooke loves these 3 things: _____, _____, and _____.
- brooke loves these 3 people: _____, _____, and ____.
- You should keep _________ out of brooke's reach.
- brooke could hurt you with her __________.
- brooke eats a lot of __________.
- brooke drinks a lot of __________.
- brooke is the most ________, _________, _______, _______, and _______ person I`ve ever talked to.
- brooke hates _________.
- brooke says ______, ______, ______, and ______ way too much.
- The number one thing that brooke needs: _________

oh__thehorror @ 2004-01-01T20:52:00

2004-01-02T02:39:34Z

tonights agenda:

cleaning
painting my nails
filling out this stupid survey
calling shannon and hoping her mom lets me talk to her

the excitement is killing me.

Name: brooke llewellyn chuley
Nickname: bc
Birthday: november 21, 1987
Birthplace: ft. lauderdale, florida
Now
Current mood: blah/bored/dejected
Current music: dont know, dont care
Current taste: diet mountain dew
Current hair: messy
Current clothes: pajamas
Current annoyance: some bird crapped on my car door and it makes me mad everytime i look at it because i just washed it
Current smell: cigarettes, incense
Current thing I ought to be doin: laundry
Current windows open: aim, update journal, windows media player
Current desktop picture: buckwheat
Current favorite band: im always listening to hot rod circuit, saves the day, and something corporate, so i guess one of them
Current book: nothing
Current cd in stereo: hot rod circuit--sorry about tomorrow
Current crush: yeah...
Current favorite celeb: michael jackson
Current hate: people who talk shit
Do I
Smoke?: too much
Do drugs?: not really
Have sex?: not recently
Give oral sex?: oh sure why not
Receive oral sex?: thats disgusting
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: no, i only dream stupid things once, like eating pancakes with strawberries and jon writing in livejournal hahaha
Remember your first love?: yes
Still love him/her?: sure
Read the newspaper?: i do the wonderword and thats it
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Believe in miracles?: sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah sure
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty much, unless im in a bad mood
Consider love a mistake?: nope
Like the taste of alcohol?: depends, i hate gin and whiskey, but other than those, yes.
Have a favorite candy?: cough drops
Believe in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in god?: i guess
Have any pets: two cats
Go to or plan to go to college: i want to go to art school
Have any piercings?: 4 in my ears, 1 industrial, 2 bellybutton
Have any tattoos?: not yet. but i want pirate ships on the sides of my hips, nautical wheels on the front, and a bottle of rum on the inside of my upper arm
Have an obsession?: i dont care enough about anything to be obsessed
Have a secret crush?: its a secret to some i guess
Do they know yet?: i think
Have a best friend?: shannon
Wish on stars?: no
Care about looks?: im the most superficial person ever
Love life
First crush: michael cogan in kindergarten
First kiss: austin ayers in sixth grade
Single or attached?: single and ready to mingle
Ever been in love?: yeah
Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope
Do you believe in "the one?": yes
Describe your ideal significant other: hot, fashionable, competent, similar interests blahblahblah
Juicy stuff
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: i dont need a game to take off my clothes hahahah
Have you ever been intoxicated?: gee, i dont know
Favorite place to be kissed?: neck
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": i dont remember, probably
Are you a tease?: i dont mean to sound sleazy, but tease me. HAH!
Shy to make the first move?: not if im drunk enough
Word association
Rubber: tire
Rock: and roll
Green: grass
Wet: gross
Cry: me a rive [oh god, justin timberlake just got stuck in my head]
Peanut: butter and jelly
Hay: horses
Cold: snow
Steamy: having sex in a car, haha
Fast: cars
Freaky: hot topic
Rain: drops
Bite: me
Fuck: you
Blow: job
Religion: christ chex
Appearance: uh?
Hair: black
Eyes: green
Height: 5'5
Last thing you:
Bought: a sub at subway
Ate & Drank: an apple and a diet mountain dew
Read: the orange juice carton at niques this morning
Watched on tv: just married
Either / Or:
club or house party: house
beer or cider: ive never had cider, and i hate beer
drinks or shots: shots
cats or dogs: cats
single or taken: oh i dont know, thats tough, im not used to the single thing yet
pen or pencil: black ballpoint pen
gloves or mittens: mittens, my grandmothers taxidermied cat
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: pepsi
this or that: that
Who do you want to:
kill: people that act like they like you to your face then talk shit behind your back
look like: angelina jolie
be like: myself
avoid: the tons of people that i dont like
Last person you
talked to: my mom
hugged: jon
instant messaged: sammy
kissed: lalalala.....
Where do you
eat: my room for dinner, the kitchen or breakfast, usually out for lunch
cry: my room
wish you were: out with a friend
Have you ever...
Dated one of your best friends? yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yes
Drank alcohol? a little too much
Done drugs? yes
Broken the law? yes
Run away from home? no
Broken a bone? no
Played Truth Or Dare? in like, sixth grade
Kissed someone you didn't know? oh definitely
Been in a fight? not a fistfight, but yeah
Come close to dying? i dont know, not that i know of
What is:
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: good charlotte [both cds]
Your bedroom like?: white walls, blk in the corner, computer desk in other corner, black futon, television, a few posters and hundreds of pictures on the walls
Your favorite thing for breakfast? bagels or pancakes
Your favorite restaurant?: stir crazy
Random Questions
What's on your bedside table?: i dont really have a bedside table. theres a coffee table in front of my futon with remotes, silly string, pictures, coasters, and a bottle of rain-x on it
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: i dont usually eat at night, but if i do, i usually just have a piece of bread or a glass of water or something
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: the lizzie mcguire movie
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: nothing really, im pretty content with how i look
What is your biggest fear?: dying
What feature are you most insecure about?: everything below my neck
Do you ever have to beg?: not really
Are you a pyromaniac?: oh yes, let me go shop at hot topic
Do you have too many love interests?: not at all
Crushes? like..one
Do you know anyone famous?: hm...no
Describe your bed: a black futon with zebra printed/red pillows on it
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: no
What do you carry with you at all times?: wallet, keys, gum or mints, medicine, cigarettes
How do you drive?: slow as fuck
What do you miss most about being little?: not having to do anything in school, not worrying about everything i ate or how i looked
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: more money than youve got
What color is your bedroom?: white
What was the last song you were listening to?: blink 182--i miss you
Have you ever been in a play?: i used to be in a theater thing
Who are your best friends?: i only have like 3 friends, so i consider them all to be good friends, but shannon is the bestest one
Do you talk a lot?: no, im not much of a conversationalist, and i dont want to talk to people and have them think im stupid or annoying
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: no
Do you think you're cute?: i think i can make myself halfway decent, but me as an actual person...no
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? annoy? not at all, i feel bad for them
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: to people that i care about
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends because i have neither of the other two
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: i think its cute

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-31T06:19:00

2003-12-31T11:23:01Z

even with as many high points as this year had, i just want to start all over again.
if i could, i would move as far away from everyone and everything here, but thats not going to happen.
i hope all of you have a lovely evening. see you next year...maybe.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-30T19:17:00

2003-12-31T00:20:16Z

now, i KNOW someone wants to go with me to see pennywise and the mad caddies on january 23 at ovation, right?

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-30T15:00:00

2003-12-30T20:04:25Z

today:

driving aimlessly to delray
turning around and going to flanigans
going thrift shopping
books-a-million
frozen cappucino<3
target <3<3<3

now my dad is coming to pick me up.
im going to try to talk him into taking me thrifting some more.
i need some new earrings and a black clutch; a few shirts i can mess with would be nice too.

since no one has invited me to do anything tomorrow, i think ill go to some posh cocktail party with my dad. i want to dress up anyway. itll be all old people, but thats alright, at least its something to do. ill kiss myself at midnight i suppose :-)

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-29T15:30:00

2003-12-29T20:35:10Z

i have nothing to do for new years.
[hint hint].

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-28T21:24:00

2003-12-29T02:49:44Z

i dont know, ive begun to think of who i actually would consider my friend, and after awhile, i honestly cant think of one person aside from shannon, who i doubt can even talk to me ever again at this point. its nice to see people once in awhile, but for the most part, im more content by myself. i guess im in just one of my stupid thinking moods again, i mean, im not sad or anything, i was just noticing how i always feel like like im just kind of there, and on the outside of everything, like, not in anyones specific 'group' or anything. im not complaining, just making an observation, so please dont leave me comments saying 'oh, youre my friend, lets hang out! blahblahblah'.

on a separate note, i dont have a job anymore. i got fired for taking christmas off. however, i have an interview at wet seal tomorrow, so i really hope that works out.

today was pretty nice. i went to the swap shop with my dad and got my cd player installed in my car. i feel like a real person now. haha. then, i came home and then went to town center to shop a little and look for a job. i got the cutest xoxo jacket to match a rampage skirt i got yesterday. after the mall, i drove to brads and niblet came over. since its sunday and everythings closed by six, we just lurked the walk for awhile, and then i came home.

i have no specific plans for tomorrow. if i get the job at wet seal, ill get my piercings. if not, i have no money to get them, so i cant.

winter break has definitely been pretty lame. theres still a week left, so hopefully ill be able to do something somewhat exciting.

yeah, thats me

for some reason, i remind myself of liza minelli in this picture, and that scares me.

brads hiding

isnt this picture flattering?

niblet looks like satan.

if theres one thing i love, its my chai latte.

heres the outfit i got. i have to take the shoulder pads out of the jacket because they make me look like a football player.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-27T22:06:00

2003-12-28T03:08:31Z

my dad took me to a lesbian bar in wilton manors tonight.

it was hot.

the end.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-26T17:44:00

2003-12-26T23:02:31Z

sorry for the eight billion updates, but i was sitting here earlier and i said to myself, 'self, i really would like a new camera'. and then i was like, 'hm...brandsmart is down the street.' so i walked there and i bought myself a new camera.
then i came home and i took pictures of the awesome stuff santa claus brought me

tan/black top. i got a haircut too, its barely noticeable (that was the point)

yeah im running out of faces to make for lj pictures to make myself look less stupid

i really like this shirt

this dress reminds me of something a french maid would wear, hahaha

tan/black pinstripe pants. these things are so awesome. oh man i love them.

this is my favorite outfit i own. hottest dress, hat, and earrings ever made.

f a g.

im in love with this purse. i have no clue where my mother (a.k.a. santa) found it.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-26T15:23:00

2003-12-26T20:24:29Z

so i walk into hot topic and theres this guy and hes like, 'youre brooke the pirate, arent you?' and i was like, 'uh, sure, i guess so' and he was like, 'I SAW YOU ON FRIENDSTER!' and im like 'whoa im so out of this store right now.'

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-25T04:56:00

2003-12-25T09:59:17Z

ITS CHRISTMAS
ITS CHRISTMAS
ITS CHRISTMAS
!!!

i hope all of you have a wonderful day and get everything you want
i dont care how much of a fever i have, or how much i cant talk
i am so going to open my presents now, so goodbye :-)

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-24T05:53:00

2003-12-24T10:56:10Z

now its my turn to be sick.

merry christmas.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-21T18:44:00

2003-12-21T23:48:36Z

today was boring and uneventful
all i did was go to target because thats what i do when im bored
and i dyed my hair
when my mom came home, we went to eat
then we came home and made christmas ornaments
our house looks so pretty and festive
i guess as far as tonight, ill just chill with my mom
she and i are actually getting along
and for tomorrow, i have nothing to do
if you want to come over or do something, let me know

oh yeah, my mom says that i can go to new york in a couple weeks if i want so i can see snow <3 i just have to deal with my relatives, but im not siq anymore, so they shouldnt hate me

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-21T10:52:00

2003-12-21T15:52:53Z

anyone want to go bowling later?

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-20T06:03:00

2003-12-20T11:00:58Z

im dreading work, especially knowing that i have to work outside again

im just glad that im 'going to new york' tomorrow morning, so i dont have to work ALL week ;-)

tonight i think im going to go to that show if my dad gives me money

i really want to get a haircut this weekend
and dye it
oh yeah, and i want to go ice skating so badly

and i want brad to be unsick so i can see himmm :-(

only 5 days until christmas!
im so excited, i keep shaking the presents under the tree and stuff
im such a little kid

ps: i really want there to be a party. like, right this second
pss: as much as i dont want to admit it, i like the new blink 182 cd. shoot me.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-19T07:48:00

2003-12-19T12:55:23Z

oh man
i went to bed at like 8 last night
and slept until 5 something
i think ive caught up on every second of sleep ive missed within like the past 10 years

i visited hollis yesterday and she gave me my christmas present and its really awesome
which reminds me
happy hanukkah and mazel tov, everyone

i have nothing to do today
ive already cleaned my house
so all i have to do is stuff for my mom
and then work later

i went outside in pajama pants, a tshirt, and grinch slippers earlier
and then i realized it was cold
yeah. that was smart

ps: my layout is hotter than yours

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-18T09:39:00

2003-12-18T14:40:42Z

woo woo
winter break has begun

my mom came to school to sign me out, saw that no one was doing anything, and told them i wouldnt be in tomorrow either.
yayyyy

edit: i hope this winter break was as good as the last one
now that its somewhat of a vacation again, i miss the summer cru

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-17T05:43:00

2003-12-17T10:45:16Z

<3<3<3<3<3

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-16T21:20:00

2003-12-17T02:21:35Z

i want to get highlights, im sick of my hair

should they be

a. copper
b. dark red
c. bright red

i need opinions.

oh__thehorror @ 2003-12-15T18:04:00

2003-12-15T23:10:38Z

my day

-went to school until part of 3rd hour
-dad picked me up
-went to town center and got pictures with santa claus
-went to gay pompano mall to help him shop for his girlfriend
-went to walmart and took family portaits (i look like a kook)
-now im going to watch movies and make a [hopefully successful] gingerbread house

my week
-tuesday: work 4-9
-wednesday: work 4-9
-thursday: have to get tires on car
-friday: work 4-9
-saturday: work 11-4, then hopefully see brad and then hang out with hollis <3
-sunday: NOTHING.

i have to make it until friday. this whole "going-to-school" thing definitely isnt working for me.